1. |
life under crapitalism
04:03
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i don't believe
anymore
i don't care, i don't care
anymore
i don't believe
anymore
i don't care, i don't care
anymore
i don't believe
anymore
i don't care, i don't care
anymore
i don't believe
anymore
i don't care
i go to the grocery store and i buy
some eggs and bagels and then i just cry
because this is all i do with my life
i just buy
i just buy
then i forget about it
weed, clothes, and some beer, let us not forget
maybe some cool gear, life's not over yet
i still get a feeling i might regret
so i buy
so i buy
then i forget about it
you don't need a reason
any time or season
when you lose your voice,
it isn't like you have a choice!
i don't believe
anymore
i don't care, i don't care
anymore
i don't believe
anymore
i don't care, i don't care
anymore
i don't believe
anymore
i don't care, i don't care
anymore
i don't believe
anymore
i don't care
i go to my therapist and i cry
some days i tell her that i wanna die
because this is all i do with my life
i just cry
i just cry
then i forget about it
i try really hard to stop all the thoughts
some times it can feel like its all for naught
maybe everything is really my fault
so i cry
so i cry
then i forget about it
i don't need a reason
any time or season
when i lose my voice,
it isn't like i have a choice!
i don't believe
anymore
i don't care, i don't care
anymore
i don't believe
anymore
i don't care, i don't care
anymore
i don't believe
anymore
i don't care, i don't care
anymore
i don't believe
anymore
i don't care
i feel like something
isn't right, like something's
creeping up inside
the dead of night
its not alright, i know
and even tho i have all the dominoes pizza
i could ever want
i still feel like garbage
(fuck)
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2. |
bedtime song
03:27
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i am alone inside my head
i am alone tucked in my bed
i think of all the things i've said
sometimes i wish that i were dead (who doesn't?)
when it all comes crashing down
wonder who will be around
every day still feels the same
and i feel like i'm insane
i will turn out all the lights
till it starts to feel just right
whatever happens tonight
don't leave me
don't leave me
alone
i am alone what else is new
i'm sure everyone else is too
it's not enough to stop the thoughts
sometimes it feels like its my fault (whose is it?)
when it all comes crashing down
wonder if i'll make a sound
like a tree no one's around
don't leave me
don't leave me
alone
i will try to fall asleep
but there is no guarantee
i don't know if i'm happy
don't leave me
don't leave me
alone
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3. |
social distance
03:02
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you're far too tired to run away
from all this
you've said you felt like this before
thru the good and bad
times are tough it seems
not as simple as
the world ought to be
want to hold you close
have to stay apart
hoping this could lead
to a brand new start
things are really tense
and its funny how
it's always been bleak
not so different now
so we close our eyes
and go back to bed
and pretend its all in our head
what if things don't change?
maybe they wont
there's no use giving up now
live another day...
one of the worst days
you have ever had
can you be grateful
for a life so bad
have to separate
for the good of us
we can try our best
will it be enough
calling all my friends
and family ties
as the headlines pass
we will roll our eyes
I felt stupid then
even dumber now,
how the hell will we work it out?
thru the good and bad
times are tough it seems
not as simple as
the world ought to be
want to hold you close
have to stay apart
hoping this could lead
to a brand new start
things are really tense
and its funny how
it's always been bleak
not so different now
so we close our eyes
and go back to bed
and pretend its all in our head
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4. |
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i'm so confused
and really scared
and it's not chill at all
but somehow i don't care
i'm in my room
all by myself
and i don't think that its
the best thing for my health
cuz when you walk away....
....
its not alright
and i don't think that i
can make it thru the night
so please don't go
you have to stay
and its fucked up because
i know thats not okay
i'm not that way
i'm not-
cuz when you walk away...
I GUESS ITS FINE
NO I DON'T HAVE TO LOSE YOU
NO I DON'T HAVE TO CHOOSE YOU
NOT THIS TIME
AND I DON'T HAVE TO DO THIS
NO I DON'T HAVE TO PROVE IT
NOT TONIGHT
when you see me
come tomorrow
rest assured
i won't be there to follow you....
let me explain
i apologize
for the way i was
when we met last night
that wasn't me
well i guess it was
but it's not the me
that i wish i was
i just get like that
when it gets real bad
not because of you
i'm just really sad
please come over
if you are still down
we should meet again
i feel better now
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5. |
i need her (alot)
03:26
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said i was a guy
gave it a try
i need her
when she does her thing
its make me sing
i need her
but then who am i
another guy
i need her
makes me
stay awake
my stomach ache
i need her
i need her,
i need her, alot
so when are you coming out?
to help me face the day!
so when are you coming out?
to help me face the day!
i can't do this alone!
it was all a fake
a big mistake
i need her
in the mirror, there
another stare
i need her
is this really me
i disagree
i need her
more then ever now
i'm counting down
i need her
i need her
i need her, alot
so when are you coming out?
i know you will one day!
so when are you coming out?
i know you will one day!
you won't do this alone!
you won't do this alone
you won't do this alone
you won't do this alone
you won't do this alone
it is snowing here
i shed a tear
i need her
i can feel her there
it's in the air
i need her
oh but where is she?
well she is me
i need her
need her to come out,
no way to doubt
i need her
i need her,
i need her, alot
some day
i know you will
some day (some day)
i know you will some day (will be)
you're comin' out!
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6. |
when ur in the room
03:21
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eventually you realize
that everything i've said
has been a lie
in this conversation
eventually you realize
that when i talk to you
i wanna cry
until you go away
when you're in the room
i don't blink
when you're in the room
i can't think
when you're in the room
i don't stay
i try to leave
when you're in the room
it's not right
when you're in the room
every night
when you're in the room
i don't stay,
i try to leave
when you're in the room
i don't blink
when you're in the room
i can't think
when you're in the room
i don't stay
i try to leave
eventually you realize
that every time you talk
i roll my eyes
because i can't take it
eventually you realize
that i'm no longer standing
by your side
i left the room!
and when you're there
it's not fair
when you're in the room
i don't care!
when you're in the room
i don't stay,
i try to leave
when you're in the room
i don't blink
when you're in the room
i can't think
when you're in the room
i can't stay,
i have to leave
every time you look at me
it makes me think i have to leave
and every time you walk around
it makes me wanna leave this town
every time you look at me
it makes me think i have to leave
and every time you walk around
it makes me wanna get
out of this town, for good!
when you're in the room
it's not right
when you're in the room
i can't...
when you're in the room
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theresa sweetheart Portland, Oregon
just a small town girl
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